Mara, by Lois Metzger (1981)

May. 14th, 2025 09:20 pm
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This is a short story for [community profile] pluralstories that I found in the sci-fi library, in an apparently impossible-to-find anthology called WomanSpace: Future and Fatnasy: Stories and Art by Women. It came from New Victoria Publishers, a long-shuttered feminist press. While digging around in the library archives, I stumbled upon it, and it's short enough that I decided to type it up here for plural posterity.

Mara
by Lois Metzger

I don't wear glasses, but I put them on. My mother's face was a blurry haze; her clothes were without detail, only color.

"Please give them back," she said. I took off the glasses and saw clear gray eyes and white hair. My mother was sixty-two.

"You won't cause any trouble?" sh said.

I listened and heard nothing. "No trouble," I said.

My mother cried. Mara told me a story: On my world people don't cry: their skin changes color. When they're happy they look yellow or red; when they're sad they turn dark blues and greens.


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Sooooo, the cat fosterer's landlord will not allow the cats to be kept more than two weeks, which means that by May 29th, we'll need more fosterers for the cats. I fucking hate this.

There are two elderly cats, no health problems, asides from sometimes allergies, and meds can be provided to mix into their food. If possible, it'd be great for the two cats to stay together, since they've spent their entire adult lives together, but considering how difficult this is already being...

Please spread word of this. We hope we can find a place for these cats.
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Guys, we have truly arrived as artists: someone is pirating our work in Florida!

And it led to good things! No, really! )
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Pluralstories: Why We Did It Like That
Summary: "Librarians are the secret masters of the universe. They control information. Never piss one off." --Spider Robinson
Word Count: 3450
Notes: Winner of the fan poll this month and sponsored by our fans at LiberaPay and Patreon! Derelict from a "plurals in video games" academic paper that didn't end up happening.

We first got the idea of making a catalog of plural stories in 2009, back when we were in library school. People seemed to want one, and we heard plenty of complaints along the lines of, "I just want to read a story about people like me!" but at best there were lists of a few favorites on a blog or (later on) in an itch.io collection. Arguably the closest thing to a comprehensive catalog was Nita and Anita's now-defunct Multiple Personality and Dissociation Book List, which after a decade in existence listed 161 books with keywords and reviews. However significant, it had major flaws: it was limited to books from a medical standpoint, used only vague keywords like "fiction" and "psychiatry", gave no description of what the books were actually about, and kept the reviews (the only place to find content descriptions) siloed off and organized by reviewer name, rather than book title. Something more comprehensive and searchable was needed.

Read more... )

Archive.org

May. 10th, 2025 02:01 pm
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Took me a while, but I made an archive.org profile and am slowly uploading the multi stuff I've bookscanned and OCRed for posterity.

It is sloooooow as molasses, and I have over a hundred issues of Many Voices to upload, so it's definitely going to take a while.

Also hey, I uploaded that weird mysterious Wayfarer 1 vid, for those of who you were dying to see it! (Never uploading a vid again; I think I had to leave my computer for an hour or so.)

EDIT: made it through three issues uploaded and got clocked as spam because the metadata is nigh-identical except for the date. ...maybe I'll just upload them in year chunks, instead of each individual file, because holy crap otherwise I'll be in a hospital bed by the time I get the whole thing up.
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EDIT: foster found!

Hey guys. A friend of ours in New Hampshire is becoming homeless and are in desperate need of someone to foster their two elderly cats, preferably by May 15. The cats have no health problems, asides from sometimes allergies, and meds can be provided to mix into their food.

If possible, it'd be great for the two cats to stay together, since they've spent their entire adult lives together, but this is an emergency.

Transit can be arranged to bring the cats to the fosterer.

Please spread word of this. We hope we can find a place for these cats.
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Rogan/Mori: well, Open Studios was kinda a bust, and naturally the rainstorm broke right as we were dashing to the art show reception in between, but silver lining: we found the coolest book in a free box on the way!

It’s called “Lost Envoy: the Tarot Deck of Austin Osman Spare,” edited by Jonathan Allen. It’s published by Strange Attractor, some small UK publisher I’d never heard of, and it costs 30£ new, and for DAMN GOOD REASON.

Read more... )

Joy in the Here and Now

May. 6th, 2025 10:35 pm
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Rawlin: This morning, I woke up to rain against the window pane, my symbiont in my arms, and her claim in oil stained on my skin. We were warm and safe, dry and content, and I was happy.

I never thought I could be happy like this, after everything we've been through, after everything I've done. I had resigned myself to a life of loneliness and lovelessness, given up hope for anything better... and now, without my having done anything to earn it, here I am, with everything I have ever wanted, fallen into my lap. Truly, life is beyond prediction.

We are no longer in danger, no longer being hurt. Yes, we are dealing with the scars and shrapnel of the past... but we are dealing with them, and I am coming to believe butch when she says that nothing is ever going to come between us ever again. Each time a memory she had lost came up, I was so sure that she would realize what she had gotten into and leave, and every time, it instead becomes something we can talk about, grieve, and move through. It becomes speakable, bearable, healable. As impossible as it sounds, we become closer through it, and the more times this happens, the less frightened I become of the next one.

We cannot pretend that there is an Eden to return to, a time before scarring, for we were forged in the molten heart of violence, and if it hadn't existed, then neither would we. We can also never become the people we were before the god devoured me. There is no undoing that history. But... as impossible as it seems to believe, I'm starting to think that maybe this here-and-now is better, for all the weight and scars of the past, for all the uncertainties and tyrannies of the future. Because there is rain against the windowpane, and a butch who loves me, and I am joyous.

2025 May Fan Poll

May. 1st, 2025 05:59 pm
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Hey everybody, it's that time again: time to vote for which stuff gets the LiberaPay/Patreon money this month!

As always, anyone can vote (please do!), but LiberaPay and Patreon patrons get double weight for their votes.  (Due to Patreon's porn purges, I really encourage you to use LiberaPay, if you get a choice.) If you want to see the blurbs for any of these works, those are here!  (You can also leave your requests there; requesting a story or essay is always free!) If you don't have a DW and so can't do the poll, that's okay; just leave your vote in the comments below; anon comments are turned on.

Which works gets the money, and thus posted this month?  YOU CHOOSE, readers!

Poll #33060 2025 May Fan Poll
This poll is closed.
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 21


Did you toss LiberaPay/Patreon money my way last month?

View Answers

Yes (my votes count double)
4 (100.0%)

What writing gets posted this month?

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Infinity Smashed: Born Lucky
3 (14.3%)

Reverend Alpert: the Traveling Exorcist
3 (14.3%)

Henchwench for Hire (F/F supervillainy)
2 (9.5%)

Rutless (trans omegaverse porno)
2 (9.5%)

Flights of Reality (the Cursed City)
1 (4.8%)

Anatomy of a Dance
4 (19.0%)

The Boy Whose Heart Is Home
5 (23.8%)

The Battleaxe and the Blood-Eater
0 (0.0%)

Crisis Planning: Legal/Medical Stuff
9 (42.9%)

Pluralstories: Why We Did It Like That
8 (38.1%)

What art/comic/zine gets posted this month?

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Cult Comix
5 (25.0%)

Death Watch
4 (20.0%)

How it Was, How It Is
6 (30.0%)

2012 hospital sketchbook
3 (15.0%)

2013 Homeless Year sketchbook
2 (10.0%)

2014 AllFam sketchbook
1 (5.0%)

Protection
5 (25.0%)

Untouchable
7 (35.0%)

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(EDIT: aw, the whole thing's been digitized already on luminist.org: https://www.luminist.org/archives/SF/AST.htm (up til May 1960, as Astounding Science Fiction) and https://www.luminist.org/archives/SF/AN.htm (when it became Analog). Oh well, it was fun while it lasted! And I'm probably going to spend a lot of quality time with luminist.org, holy bananas!)

An old veteran and us and opened the mysterious dusty box! Inside was 28 consecutive reels of Astounding Science Fiction, v. 12 (Oct. '33) - v. 67 (Aug. '61). All looked untouched. Exciting! We are now trying to find out if we have these issues on paper buried somewhere in the Depths. If not, can it be digitized?

The film looked to be roughly 1.5 inches in diameter, so even if the big Boston public library refuses to let us use its reader, if necessary, I could possibly just unspool it on my lightbox and use a high-res camera to take pictures, then crop and PDFize. But what’s the odds that’ll be necessary?

reflecting on the environment and how I’ve gotten used to really, really bad ones! )

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